crisis at 20 years old...

Well not really a crisis, just thoughts.

I constantly ask myself "que estoy haciendo con mi vida?" ("what am I doing with my life?"). And I mean constantly.....

I want to do everything I can in life, EVERYTHING, just ask my fiance!

He's is always telling me "Liz, no puedes hacer todo en la vida!" ("Liz, you can't do everything in life!")

I know he's right so I want to write down the things that I truly do want to do with whatever is left in my life.



1). Have an inspiring ministry. I'm in the worship team at my church. I sing, I play, I direct (sorta), I help my dad with the youth, I organize, point is I do a lot or at least I try to. I love to! I would love my ministry to grow! I want to preach, I want to inspire people to serve God passionately. I want to bring people to Christ's feet. I want to make my parents proud. I want to make God proud!



2). Help my dad's business go on for a long time. If my dad reads he's probably gonna laugh because I have never told him this. I saw my dad go through hard work to get this business up and running. Even though it is not a career I would voluntarily pick for me, I love it. I want to help him in any way I can.



3). I want to have a beautiful family. I'm the eldest of soon to be 6 children so I kinda would love to have a big family. I want to soon marry my fiance (almost!) and I want have a loving household with him and have a family. I want to have laughter and love in my house with Charly and my future children.



4). I want to travel. Specifically to Australia! Gosh I would loooooooove to go to Australia! I don't care if that's the only place I ever go to in my entire life! However, if God tells me to go to _________(fill in the blank), I AM THERE!



5). Be a photographer. OK so I also loooove taking pictures. I think that pictures are a great way of holding on to happy memories! So the only thing I need in a Canon EOS 5D Mark II....daddy if you ever see this, you can totally buy it at any given time, sooner better than later. ;)

So besides being happy, and being a good daughter, sister, friend, wife, and mother, that's all I truly want......Lord it is ALL in your hands.